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"Brethren, pray for us, that the word of the Lord may have free
course, and be glorified, even as it is with you" (2 Thess. 3:1)
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"Brethren, pray for us, that the word of the Lord
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course, and be glorified, even as it is with you" (2 Thess. 3:1)
From: yve
Category: Unspoken / God Knows
Remote Name: 68.146.119.254
Hi I greet u in the name of the Lord I am going through an horrific trials. I am desperately in need of prayer. I had been going through tough times for years and it seem it is not stopping. I am a devoted person in the Lord but I kept asking myself Why. EVery year followed by the next is worst than the previous year. I am afraid that oneday I will just die and don't know why. I had tried to focus on God and surrender everything to him but I feel the burden is too much for me. I can feel I am dying, I had been in pain/trials for over 10years. When it just started I feel it will be okay next year and the following year was worst than the previous. My whole family is very extremly so cruel to me and what pains me more I had helped this family . I started taking responsiblity of my step sister since I was 17yrs just to help my mum but my mum shows no appreciation and in return would hurt me and after couple of years I started taking care of my step sisters kids, fully responsible for them because my step sister does not care about her kids but even at that my mum show no appreciation. Now my step sister kids are 14yrs and 18yrs and they now are very mean to mean. I spoke with my mum about their behavior and to my surprise my mum insulted me and show no appreciation to me after taking care of these kids for years. Despite that I still lvoed them and tried my best but they are so cruel to me. I feel my mum was just using me to help her take care of her kids and her grand kids. They had destroyed me fiancially, physically, and mentally, but I always put my trust in the Lord and pray that he will show justice for me. Ther eare so many things I had gone through in the hands of my family. my family had done many other terrible things to me and it hurts so bad. I have no one on earth but rely on God to protect me. I feel I am locked in a cell and fell been beaten up and there is no way out and no one to help me. I had spent my whole life helping my family without thinking about myself. Please please I cannot sleep and I am in so much pain, my heart is broken, I am very depress. I had been on anti depressant for years and decided to get of it last year and just wait on the Lord to heal me. But I kept asking myself I do not know if the Lord is listening because this had taken too long and I cannot carry this burden any more. Plese pray for me pleaase. Thanks